I just feel like I can do better somewhere else. I don't know if my mindset is the one to blame here... I really am lost. I've been debating whether to leave or stay.
With a smile and a plastered on mask of self awareness, it feels like I am cheating and faking myself… Others may see me as a practical or logical person when in truth, I don’t even know what I am doing. Who Are We Sometimes I wonder where
I have been feeling lost and down lately. Well, not lately, lately, but for some time now (meaning when I turned 23 years old). I always blame it on my inability to be satisfied with where or what I am right now and my never ending envy of others.
We often say things when we are angry that we later regret. That is why I developed a habit of counting or pausing before I respond to someone that's getting into my nerves. That way I wouldn't regret anything afterwards.
"What are you doing? No, really, what do you want to do with your life. You're almost halfway with the average human life span and you still haven't found yourself yet. What do you honestly want with your life..?"
This is a very cliché question, but I am going to ask it all the same. How can you tell if you are in love? Deeply, sincerely in love…? Lately I have been bugged by this question. It kept on popping in my mind. I am currently in the process of moving on from a... Continue Reading →
Okay, this will be a short one. Just needed to share this ASAP so that my mind would not talk me out of the decision I have made. This has been on my mind since 2017 began. That I will make 2017 my #TravelYear without regrets filling it with memories. Never once in my life... Continue Reading →
I am broken. I have a lot of insecurities. I have mood swing patterns that is very difficult to fathom. The previous relationship I was at, left me confused, scared and worried. Confused because it was not what I was expecting. My expectation wasn't that high. But I thought relationships were supposed to be give... Continue Reading →
Here I am. Downstairs, got kicked out of the room because my roommate would be cleaning. Listening to Skinny Love for the nth time because I still couldn't get the meaning. Blanking while writing this entry. Sharing my thoughts on the internet where it would remain undiscovered by most or would be read by eyes... Continue Reading →